first or second

never used to think being in a relationship could drive sme1 crazy till i fell in love and now... am a firm believer!!!anyways so am away from skl ryt now at a conference for my leadership group called g15. we supposed to go get some major seminnar shiz-nit done. its supposed to be crazy, buh ryt now would swap this wwekend to be with melvin and be in skl wt him. went out tonight wt my frnds to get some supper buh my tot just kept driftn to him...think my frnds noticed. just wish he was ere dts all. buh its all good. amma try and gt my behind more focused and either the first or second.... amma still keep @ it.