its a new year ryt? so that should mean new things as well... i have decided to live. live not only in the sense that i would exist but in the sense that i would make my own decsions and not let the views of "some people" get to me. over the few years that i ihave been alive; dare i say that i have always tried to be a good gurl. true.. wn i was little, i was one of the cutest things you eva did see...i was the daddy's gurl, the one people wanted to be friends with.
buh then it hit: Pub3rTy!!! oh my days, a lot of people fantasize bout how radical they were gonna be and of course, i thought of that as well that i could continue in my dream world buh when i got out there; i realised that it just wasnt me anymore... there were a while lot of other gurls who wanted what i wanted and then...
SurVivaL of tHe Fitt35t!!!
As the years went by, i thought i was fighting a losing battle because i found out that a lot of people would do aaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyything to get what they wanted and they couldnt be bothered about how it affects you... my relationships with people couldnt be trusted...everytime i made a new friend...i always wondered how long that was gonna last and what i would lose @ the end of it/
i made soo many changes in my life to be the good gurl, gurl next door, the evil one, the bad gurl and still pretty much almost always end up in the same place buh here i am again... Good thing i don't give up easily.. i deceide its time to try and take over my WORLD again...
i hope i get things rght this time!!!!
HAppY nEw Y3aR!!!!
buh then it hit: Pub3rTy!!! oh my days, a lot of people fantasize bout how radical they were gonna be and of course, i thought of that as well that i could continue in my dream world buh when i got out there; i realised that it just wasnt me anymore... there were a while lot of other gurls who wanted what i wanted and then...
SurVivaL of tHe Fitt35t!!!
As the years went by, i thought i was fighting a losing battle because i found out that a lot of people would do aaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyything to get what they wanted and they couldnt be bothered about how it affects you... my relationships with people couldnt be trusted...everytime i made a new friend...i always wondered how long that was gonna last and what i would lose @ the end of it/
i made soo many changes in my life to be the good gurl, gurl next door, the evil one, the bad gurl and still pretty much almost always end up in the same place buh here i am again... Good thing i don't give up easily.. i deceide its time to try and take over my WORLD again...
i hope i get things rght this time!!!!
HAppY nEw Y3aR!!!!
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