Its another One

i always seem to say that i want new changes.. i always say that i want to be me...i always say i want things to be different but so far, they haven't...


its another year and  while i did not make any new resolutions, i do believe that i have made those changes. well am different now, i want to keep being different. after a very long time, i find myself free. a whole lot free. i can breathe, think and do as i want.

so, as i watch one of my favorite tv show (Tinsel) and bask in my new found happiness i wish all my would-be readers a happy new year and may we all get our heart desires. mwaahs

funny enough when i woke up this morning,i thought to myself... Oh snap!! July's over, August's beginning. Closer to school resumption. At first,i had happy feelings run through me and as the minutes ticked... I wasnt in the mood to think about school anymore. . .

I thought about wt the rest of the year would hold for me. So i decided to check my facebook homepage and i see lots of people with new month greetings as their status and am like: serz?????? Wts so frigging new bout d month?

Does dt mean the almost sad grades I got last semester would vanish or my problems would disappear or that that trip I have been wanting to take would actually happen. Suffice to say, this morning I had lost all hope there was to have in the spirit of the ''new month''i

But then that all had changed by the time I got back from church...

Church was fun today...eery one was in a gd mood and the pastor was his usual jovial self. At some point in time during his sermon,i started to doze off a bit buh I got it together after a while. And then I really listened to what he was sayin and I felt it was one of those messages that u'll feel were jst meant for you. That's how it felt.

The prayer session came and I felt smthn move within me... It was almost a force. I poured out my heart to God and I could feel the weight being pulled away from me..the residual sadness I was feeling was gone and I felt a whole lot lighter.

At the end of the prayer session, I was able to vouch for myself that it was the beginning or a new month and it is going to be a new beginning.

Happy new month
xoxx

ONE TREE HILL!!!

this is one of my all time famous and ultra cool drama series... i was soo glad when i heard that they were gonna continue with season 8. You can check out season 8 spoilers or u cn check out the one tree hill blog mostly manned by amy@onetreehillblog.com
xoxc

somethn to think about

They say jealousy can be a good thing in every relationship buh when it starts to cause interruptions in ur happiness,yhu need to check urself.

like someone whose opinion I trust a 100%,u cannot act self righteous in a relationship. Yhu cannot claim being d innocent one all d time. Fact, ur partner is more open about wt he/she does. . .can the same be said about you? Another fact, what you don't know in a relationship is better than what u do know and hurt urself about.

They say one day all dirty linens would be brought out to wash. When this day comes. . .how much stain would u have on urs?

xoxx

thinking to myself. . .

Being in love can make you do so much and accept so much. Its a given now,to make a relationship work,you ve to give a little of yourself. If you dnt,you'l continue to point fingers and never make things work and end up alone.
Case point,say two friends who hit it off from the first joe get to hit a rock later on. Accusing each other might bring a lil sense of relief but it driver them only further from each other. Even when they are able to sort it out,the probability of that friendship returning to normal is very minimal. . .
All in all,in relating to people and ensuring u dnt end up living alone wt 10 cats,you ve to give a little n accept wteva fault you might have.

my maama

My mums birthday is coming, she's gettin a tad older. Lol,which reminds me of when she celebrated ha 50birthday. She pulled out all stops n spared no expense. . .Now dt is smthn i am definitely looking forward to when its my turn :-) *my husband should pls take note*
Anyways,so another july forth is coming,did i mention its d same day as us independence,and we're supposed to show how much we love n appreciate her. Myself n my sisters,with little help from my brothers try to figure how best to show our mum that we're ''good'' kids. Lol
At the moment,production is still on. Although i feel plannin only a few ideas will have less of the desired effect.